Recently my husband pointed out a shortcoming of mine – in the most loving way possible I might add – that I know I have and that I’ve been avoiding dealing with. He was right and I knew I was wrong. He had every right to be upset and I agreed with him.
I found myself in a very peaceful place when I agreed with him wholeheartedly. I had met my nemesis and I knew I wanted out. I had broken a promise I made to my husband and I understood at that moment that the only person I wasn’t being honest with was my own self. That was shocking! I ask my clients to be honest with themselves and here I am doing exactly the opposite!
Right at that moment, I commited to be true to myself and alligned with my integrity in regards to this issue I had been avoiding. It dawned on me that, unless I made that commitment and put my integrity on the line, I wasn’t going to change. I chose to no longer lie to myself and to face my shortcoming head on knowing that I can overcome it if I am commited to do it.
The power that came forth from this experience was extraordinary. It was as if I was breaking this wall I had built beetween me and the Light. All of a sudden, this wall was shattered to pieces and I was able to see the root of my behavior. Once I knew where everything was coming from I could begin to heal and to grow.
My husband was a vehicle for the Light that wanted to come in and extinguish the destructive behavior I had. Once I was open to hear his words I could welcome the Light inside. I know he loves me and wants the best for me so the messanger could not have been a better one! I am now commited to change my ways and I asked him to hold me accountable.
This week listen to what the people that loves you the most have to say to you. Even if the message is not the most pleasant one to hear, try not to react and ask yourself how you can grow from it. Break the walls you built to protect yourself and let the Light come inside. After such sublime experience, you will not want to live any other way!
Light it up all over!
With Energy and Light,